now i know.
ur the one tat i hate the most.
u brought lots of things into my life
which i once loved but now detest.
i hate
how the way ur able to make me laugh
u for bringing joy
making me vunerable
making me reveal who i was
helping me to be less lonely
for helping me for everything
making me help u
But wat i hate the most is tat i got to noe u.
N somehow u became part of my life
as a goddamn fucking bestfriend.
i really really hate u.
i wanna hink differently but it's hard to change wat has happen
n to tak back wat wasn't suppose to be.
u were the one who made it all become like tis.
I HATE YOU.
what we could have been, 10:32 PM.